falling off the plqnet

falling off the plqnet for a bit. and the body's a bit weaker. the flesh a little less elastic. it is just like getting older. where all the kids laugh and play. and that's all you see. and you begin to forget your own childhood. and forget your own humanity. sometimes. but it is the little things that remind you. like those little kids that play so freely in the playground. and though nature doesn't appear so much in (your head) anymore, it is fun to see 'the natural' in those tikes. and i've come to the realizaation that with age there is change. and it is easier if you prepare. but it is always more fun when you don't. so with this basic contradiction, one needs a simple plan in life to stay as close to the child. a simple plan that encompasses everything, but always can be enclosed in a simple principle, a simple reminder of sorts. for instance, i have been reminding myself that there should only be "one". and so far, it hasn't been wrong. time can be the only judge of your principle. especially since the basis of life is blindness. we do as much as we can to see the future (us humans), but plain and simple we can't. we do as much to understand the past (us humans), but plain and simple we can't. we humans must learn to accept life as it is. until it's gone.